deamonsead14

So hi, I just realized I haven't made a journal entry in forever, and thought I should update some stuff about me. Not much to say really, I'm doing good in my classes and stuff at home is ok. I mean, besides the fact that I'm dealing with stuff way beyond my maturity level. At least, that's what my doctor says. Can't say I disagree. But anyway, it's still good. Oh, and I'm living with my daddy for good now, so that's another good thing, and we just got directv, which is also good. What isn't good is that I'm staying with my grandma and uncle again at the moment because my dad has to go away for a few days for work. I think it's stupid that h

WHOOO, first day of school successful! I got all the classes I wanted! They are, in order of class peridos, Pre Algebra Two (not wanted) Computer Repair A (frickin' sweeeet!) Study Support Computer Science Programming A (:w00t!:) America and the World 10A (with Mr. Dierickx, one of the awesomest teachers in the school.) I got to dismantle a computer in computer repair! :D I also learned where most of the "recycled" computers go in the world, which was depressing... But other than that, it was awesome! In computer science, we went on a computer program called Rhinocerus and we started making 3D castles. But he talked the whole time, so

I am sorry for the cursing, but it's gonna happen a lot in this entry because I am SO BEYOND PISSED!!! I don't know what the fuck to do anymore! No matter where I go, be it with my dad or my grandma, I just cannot be in a healthy environment because geuss what? I JUST FOUND OUT THAT MY DADDY IS FUCKING CHEATING ON MY STEPMOTHER!!!! Now he left for Seattle to be with her and I don't know what the fuck to do anymore. I just can't take all of this. Does he know what the fuck he's doing to me, or does he just not care??? Again sorry for the swearing, but I just can't deal with this! I Don't know where the hell to go anymore! And the worst part is